Cascading Love (Full-Version) Poems Written By: CP1982Jackson

Sealed secrets of a future time and world.
Of knowing a day will come sometime in the future,
and you will be able to fulfill
all of the sealed secrets
that you had kept for so long within yourself.
All of the time, I hear people saying,
"Life's not a fantasy,
you can't live to fulfill all of your dreams."
Well, I know I will because I have sealed secrets,
secrets that no one else knows but me.
Sealed secrets that I will never tell to anyone.
Those sealed secrets are my only dreams.
All I desire are simple things,
things that mean so much to me.
That's why I won't reveal my sealed secrets.

I was so lonely as a child trying to find a friend.
Then i had to make a change in myself while I could,
that's when I discovered you.
Now, I'm crazy about you.
Now, i'm older and I feel much stronger
about the words you sing.
Never to pass you by without thanks
for what you have done for me.
Truly, you are number one.
Thank you for working so hard on songs
that changed my whole life around.
I never failed at loving you when others did.
I'm crazy about you.
People often made fun of me while I sang your songs,
but I ignored them and kept singing on and on.
Michael, you have changed my life.
Every day that I have lived,
I have lived for you.
Tomorrow,
I will travel to where you stay to see you.
I'm crazy about you.
Sometimes, I wonder if it's a dream.
Everyday, I wish it would come true.
All of the time, I wish that I could be beside you
holding you close and thanking you for changing my life.
Never forgetting to be your admirer
and looking on with a smile saying, "I love you."
I know for sure, I'm so crazy about you.

If the world could see you now,
what would people say?
Would they be amazed if they could realize
that your talents have gone so far?
You inspired me to write, to dance,
to sing, practically interested me in everything!
Oh, yes you definitely changed my life.
It's a debt I'll always owe,
never to be paid off, but with so much to gain.
If the world could see you now
they wouldn't laugh and make such crude jokes about you
because they would realize that I love you.

You've got no right to intrude into my life.
You've forgotten what so little privacy I have.
You've got no right to try and steal my heart
when it has already been taken by somebody else.
I prefer to be alone.
Why don't you just leave me alone.
I could never love you.
You've got no right to come here to where I am,
being so pushy about me going out with you
when I've said, "No" at least a dozen times.
You've got no right to try and buy my friendship
when you've been a stranger to me.
It is as though you've got no right.
I have my own life to live now
and I don't need you or anyone else
who treats me the same way.

Loved once, lost you, tried again, failed.
I guess I will probably never love again.
At least, not like I once loved you.
When I met new friends who try to get close,
their eyes are filled with emptiness.
It is just like the ocean,
too easy to get lost in.
At least, that's how many tears I feel that I have cried.
So I guess, I'll probably never love again,
at least not as much as before.
With the past forgotten,
I feel as though
I've got to give up on the rest and begin again,
just like I did before.
No more, no more,
tired of all the heartache,
the pain, the grief of losing again.
I'll probably never love again.

The sweetest tones of a song that I had never heard.
Endless melodies, unable to be put together.
I listen to each note, each musical key,
unable to pick the right ones just waiting for me.
I wanted to write a beautiful song,
a song that you could listen to
and never grow tired of hearing.
One for repaying my debt of thanks,
for I'm not yet sure if it has been paid yet,
but anyway that's the way it is for me
'cause I'm not a song writer like you.
You make it seem so easy.

A star shines in my eyes right at a special time in my life.
That star that shines has a passion for a special love, a special life.
Can't seem to do certain things, but aiming for that special life.
Can't seem to do certain things, but aiming for that special star.
Love him so much and when i see him dancing on the floor,
I just get up and wait for more but now that star is so bright
and he's dancing day and night.
Put on a record, dance on the floor and hope that he will do more
because he's my star light and he shines so bright.
Love him so much, can't get enough, he's my special star.

It doesn't matter anyway about what people or everyone may say.
They tell so many false accusations. they say so many lies.
I haven't the heart to listen for as a part of me feels the pain
especially when they speak of it so many times.

I see a faint light yet so far away,
unsure of the reality of things yet to come
of why things have to be done the hard way.
Probably to insure a secure life of certainty.
"I can do it, yes I can,
I know because I saw not so long ago,
a faint light at the end of the tunnel."
There's no turning back.
Now, I'm here so fulfilled with feelings of achievements.
Now I see another light.
A light that shines,
can't quite tell how bright it may become,
but there's a light.
Only time can tell,
but this is definitely the best time of my life!

No more searching for who I am.
No more wondering for what I'm capable of doing.
No more crying, no more pain,
no more searching of things to gain.

I saw him standing in my doorway
when I sat on my bed just a few feet away.
He saw me lonely and tear eyed.
When I got up to hug him, he vanished.
I saw him standing beside me once.
He was weeping, he was so lonely, so sad.
To me the vision was so real.
As soon as I reached to comfort and hug him, he vanished.
I know I saw him standing near.
He's so real, so beautiful, so alive!
Michael, where are you?

Michael, you gave me so much,
much more than I expected.
Michael, you changed me completely.
My respect goes out to you millions and millions of times.
Though I've heard certain songs
at least a thousand times before,
I still get the same chills, the same thrills.
You're so wonderful, so full of life.
Each song carries through and brightens my day.

Don't hide your face,
please leave a trace
of where you have been,
of where you will go.
Don't hide the songs you have written
and tucked away somewhere.
Probably, without realizing
there's a song that will make me cry
or maybe even bring out the best in you.
Please release it, I know for sure
it will bring out the best in me.
Don't hide the shyness or fear of rejection.
Honest to God, we love you so.
We love you so much, after all,
we don't hide when an album of yours is released.

Taken to the ultimate heights you once dreamed of,
never limiting yourself, neither your abilities.
Making a better way of life by the heights of the unknown.

Your crying eyes reached out towards me.
I felt the tear drops that fell so gently.
I cried with you, so almost every day.
I felt your pain.
Your crying eyes are so red now
from all of those lies that people had made,
but I am now here.
I know your fears, your pain,
your sorrows, your tears.
I love you so much
and I'll gladly wipe
all of those tears away
from your crying eyes.

Close the door, keep the pain and hurt inside.
Turn around and listen to the sounds of heartache and pain.
Close the door, open it up,
let the love and joy of living flow with the wind.

You did it all for me when you practiced and rehearsed.
Time after time singing each line with the voice of an angel,
yet perfecting each small sound to meet your requirement of perfection.
You did it all for me when you received an award.
I rejoicingly clapped my hands with joy
each time knowing that you worked hard for every achievement.

I'm not in agony. I'm not in pain.
Just going to tell the whole world
that I have set you free.
Something has got to give because this time,
you're not coming back to me.
I hear you begging. I hear you cry.
Might as well go in your corner and hide.
I hear voices, I see your tears,
but you never helped me with my fears.
all I ever asked for was for your support,
but you were hopelessly lost in another world.
Time after time I tried to get you back.
No matter what I did,
you never remained loyal and true.
So now, I'm here all alone,
not going to go back to you,
doesn't matter what you do.
Your ship could be sinking in the ocean,
but I would never rescue you.
Just like the Titanic you sunk and are gone.
I know in this lifetime, that I can go on.
Pretending not to cry, deep in my heart,
maybe I knew right from the start
that I really needed a friend.
Someone who I could love and always be with.
So many times,
I so desperately needed someone to talk to.
Well, at one time, that someone was you.
Yes, it took a long while to build my faith and trust,
but now it will be virtually impossible.
Forever on, it's now not a must.
Possibilities, not a moment gone.
I'll not spend my precious time crying over you being gone.
The really good times so far and few between,
yet still it seemed as though we were in love.
It doesn't matter.

As I was packing my stuff
you stood by and looked on
with nos smiles in your eyes.
You asked why I was leaving you
and I said,
"because you aren't giving what I need
and you don't love and care anymore,
that's why I'm leaving."
"Doing what?" you asked.
"I'm leaving you."

All of my life
I've waited for you
hoping someday
we would be loving and true.
Yet, every time we're together
our laughter fulfills my soul.
Through joyous occasions,
even when in pain,
you're always there as my support.

In my mind I've painted
pictures of you so beautifully sweet.
Moments that are special in time or will be hopefully.
I'm unable to carry this heaven burden,
it's up to us to achieve, to succeed.
When I'm lonely, you pick me up
and whisper your sweet love in my ear.

Like an old flame you tried to place a spark in me.
Burning the twigs on my woodpile,
I see hints of a hot fire.
First sensations of warmth
soon beginning to melt like candle wax.
Such a big fire of orange, yellow, blue and red.
Even the colors of your tenderness,
trying to get back in
and burn me as you have done time and time again.

He's just a black child, why place the blame on him.
He has nothing at all to do with me
as far as to what I'm able to achieve or not to begin with.
He places his dreams on rainbows
so the birds could carry them up into the sky.
An endless boundary, such a joy in life.
He give me the whole wide world
and even leaves me the rest.
Never being selfish, never being rude.
You ask me why I love him so much.
The reason is that he's my very special guy,
he's ll of my life.
Helping me with my troubles,
making me feel wonderful on my worst day.
You ask me why it's because i love him.
He's all of my life.
He's more special than I've ever dreamed of having.
When i feel great or so unbearably lonely,
he's always there for me.
Just a black and shy child growing up years ago,
but he changed my whole life.
In ways, I want the entire world to know I love him.

When I get lonely, when I feel blue,
I turn on my cassette player and then I sing to you.
When people let me down and when I need someone around,
your're always there for me as though you're telling me,
"I love you so very much." Turn on a very good song,
pull out your poetry, keep writing on and on.
Soon you'll feel good, not so very alone.
I feel your presence in the air,
the sweetest musical notes dancing in my heard,
singing along with you.
Knowing one day, when I do, I will sing to you.

However long it takes,
no matter what decisions I make,
surely there will be mistakes.
Lovingly, i will hold you in my arms.
To always cherish, that's my goal.
To never forget you
to always hold so very near.
Remember that I love you and that
I'll be shedding millions of tears.
However long it takes,
I will always remember all of those beautiful days.
Special when you were holding me so tight,
loving me with so much love and desire.
I will most certainly admire the special times
when I felt fulfilled,
when our lives together had so many thrills.
Those times upon our separation
I have no choice but to play everyone else's game.
I feel so lonely, so much a piece of my life taken away.
the other day, it felt so good to hold you near, so close to me.
For a few moments in our life,
we had a few seconds frozen in time.
At least with our being friends,
we will never hate each other
as we once in the past may have done.
I'm so glad I told you of my feelings inside,
of telling you that I will always love you,
and that you will always
have a place in my heart in a special way.